“You talk when you cease to be at peace with your thoughts.”

~ Kahlil Gibran, The Prophet

The Artist

Let me paint for you a picture of sorrow
A picture of pain, madness and freedom
A picture of hate, and a picture of love
from the soul of the devil through eyes from above
Illustrate a story, that lips will never speak
Vivid colors of the darkest reaches
Where eyes will never see
Unfolding words of carnal lust
Upon a canvas without ruin
Sinking through the parapets of the mind
Please allow me to do it
A mosaic depiction of duality
Thoughts brought to lucid reality
Songs of the Soul pouring out of me
As a twisted luminosity
Emotions scrawled by fingertips
On a passing breeze
Dancing through the trees
Just close your eyes And see what I see

She Never Cried, More

Something beautiful, torn apart like wings

of the butterfly, the angels sing

Sweet songs of blasphemy

"Life is but an epiphany"

Shatter the display, beguilement of the whore

Scratching at the walls of insanity

Until the truth bleeds from every pore

Life's no fun - without a bible and a gun

Shine your light on me, all I need is a spark

Alone in this room of kerosene

Laughing in the dark

This life; a gaping void in time, aliens fuck the wound

I've seen colors through grey and black since I crawled out of the womb

Killer

What if I came to you in the black of night

Would you hate me for taking away that what you despise

If I kiss your lips and close your eyes would you thank me...

Its only a dream, you never wanted to be

Revel in the silence I've created for you

No need to worry, the angels will adore you...

This life you suffered for far too long,

Take my hand

And i will help you to transcend...

It's hopeless,

You have nothing left for you to hold dear

I can show you the light,

There's no need for tears...

Smile for me now,

Laughter like children at play

Take a breath when you're ready,

And I'll take you away

Would you like to walk above the clouds,

Dancing in the gardens of forever

Your life only a memory,

Ties of burdens severed

You've wanted to go for so long,

Nothing behind you to be missed...

As now i come to take you,

And grant your greatest wish

Beside Myself

What's the price for a piece of mind
For peace of mind, blurring equal lines
Every single time its just a sequel rhyme
I'm feeling fine , until I'm buried alive
Just leave at my rivers
Here I feel no shivers, restless quivers
Drawing nearer, taking me
Those same voices that need to feed
No need to bleed, or breathe anyway
Sad; its suffocate or watch life decay
Don't pity me, and save your lying tears
Shut your fucking mouth, open up your ears
WHAT THE HELL!? Its irrelevant,
Fuck this shit I'm sick of it
My eyes, you can not see
Behind this mask I wear of sanity
I'm all alone with me
The fuck is fucking wrong with this humanity
Calamity, stammerring
Its a rarity, scared of me?
I'm barrel-ly hanging on the edge
Get the hell out of my head
The whispers are fading and its defining
I swear, this life is gonna be the death of me
I'll never let you get the best of me
Its a test of me, an I meant...
That I don't give a shit
So, don't you forget
I am.

Moonstruck

Something about this cool night air
Makes me wish hope wonder and dream
Pondering sanity while voices whisper
...murder the king
Ghosts of the familiar faces
Long been wreckage of the past
Singing hymns of torment
Dancing with the mad
Shadows re enact scenes of decadence
Through misty eyes of the passers by
While no one stops to see or care-
Apathetic sickness stricken sheeple
Defecating in modern affairs
The slow desolation
Like chants of the bellowing wind
Sauntering through dementia
To the siren's song within
We play games in the garden
Where grass grows tall and red
While those lost with no sense of purpose or self
Are force fed with idle hands
All hope abandon, ye who enter here
For eternal shall endure
I close my eyes and wait to awake
To dream again once more

White Coat Society

Smoking cigarettes and bleeding kerosene
Adrenochrome infused serenity
Cold black stares from the father's eyes
The nightmares scream, the fortune lies

I've grown bored as darkness crowds
I hear the whispers, but they're too loud
This place smells of here and past
Hungry things on fours and laugh

Systems fail, the days are long
No one hears the silent moans
Gone from nothing here in stone
Kill me 'fore I fear unknown

Out here above the rising tides
Lost in waves of storming minds
The walls are soft as circles dance
Seething through sedated trance

Kissing things that don't believe
Ink stained painted insanity
Filtered sunshine threading steel
I forgot to remember to forget what's real

Ilia

I'd rather be left alone than loved

I'd rather drink from the rivers and the skies above

I wanna lay on the moon an kiss the sun

I wanna die with a smile cause life's no fun

I'm gonna show you what devotion means

I'm gonna take you where the ocean bleeds

I wanna be your morphine dreams, of serenity

Adrenochrome fueled feelings of, divinity

I feel it coming, over me

These voices in my head, that need to feed

You can try an hide behind your divine

But there's no escape from a wounded mind

The sacred madness, the carnal want

Fervid temptation, can't have enough

Touched

I crawl across my skin

Through disillusioned plains of time

Slither through this idoneous hell

Escaping through my mind

The living wounds they hunger

Cravings non sufficed

Taste of silent voices screaming

Dying in the night

By the bayou light , the goddess stands

To violently awake my senses

Swimming through dementia

No one ever listens

Feel the siren song begin

The subtle undertones of sin

Bliss the downward spiral flight

Down the withered vortex of reaching souls

Bleeding forth sweet blasphamies

As blood runs black and cold

Nightmares

Fear, darkness , despair

Images dancing in the night sun's hair

Always touching something

Always feeling

Always rushing

Always

All ways repeating

Again and again

Madness leaving me want

When will this all be end

New Life

Clinging to the edifice of decadence

Swinging from the nightmare

I woke up dreaming

Is this real ?

I almost forget what's out there

Clutching to the madness

Spinning out of control

A feeling burning inside me

A death that feels so warm

Holding on to the shadows

Touching what has gone

We dance like butterflies in the rain

Making love amidst the swarm

Reaching out to temp my soul

Riding along the worm hole

Into another time , another age

Slam the vortex closed

Beautiful

Inside my reverence for you, I smile-

torture I long for, this insatiable rapture, this blissful burning inside-

bask me in your light, alone, so we may revel in the darkness-

the day is still until u breathe, eyes that hold the stars, even through the noon-

tomorrow can not come too soon-

lay with me until we move as one, together-

speak to me like music, if I make u scream like symphonies, all the better-

our minds as one, deep as the ocean-

beautiful the sound, of poetry in motion-

can you taste the evening air?-

feel the cool winds move through your hair?-

I will show you the meaning of pleasure, help you understand pain-

give me everything you want to receive-

...an I will show you how it feels to be free.

5th House.

ART